Thursday, November 29, 2018

Bridge Au Naturale

Although Jacob was born in Montana and spent most of his growing-up and early twenties here, there were many areas that he hadn't heard about; or had heard about but not seen, like Natural Bridge State Park.

In early October of last year, he suggested that we check it out in attempt to pull me from my premature sadness that the mountains I had come to know and love would soon be inaccessible to me. October can be an odd time of year in Montana. There have been years where I was still running around in tank-tops and flip-flops:

(October, 2015)

...or there have been years like this one where it snowed all day on September 30th. October for hunters means deer and elk coming down from the higher elevations, but October for non-sub-zero-tent campers means the end of the season, and October for hikers means unpredictable weather and more active wildlife. Thankfully, last October (2017) was what it should be - a gentle easing into the fall, followed by a relatively unremarkable winter, and it all started for us at Natural Bridge near McCleod, Montana.


 Water going in...




 A couple of milestones were made on this (short) hike: 1) Zoey carried the backpack full of water (and maybe a beer or two for Mom and Dad) the entire way without complaining; and 2) Holden wasn't - or didn't ask to be - carried the entire trail. And since this wasn't anything too steep, long, or rocky, it was also the first time that Louis ventured onto the trail with us.


 The shadow makes it a little difficult to see the sheer rock face that makes this canyon. It's just vertical enough and just high enough to be a popular place for practicing rock-climbing. Or so I've seen on Instagram.



 Water goes out...




Yup, just lookin' over the edge while Mom is a good five-feet away and breathing heavily. Admittedly, this was not my most favorite place because the edges blend in quite nicely, and where giant rocks are, they aren't certain to remain. In fact, the park issues a stern warning that walking around on the actual natural bridge is not recommended because parts of it could give way at any moment, depending on the time of year that you're deciding to take your life in your hands. But, being the enormous nature-hypocrite that I am, when we went back this last summer (2018), we walked around on the bridge and I got closer to a ledge than I ever have before, and on purpose.


 My fear of heights is still rather insane, and I have no desire to do any sort of conquering of any of my fears any time soon; you won't find me holding a butterfly or a bird, either. But my ever-increasing desire to see more and more things now brings me closer to edges than I ever thought I'd be outside of my re-occuring nightmares.


Yes, now I *give* myself re-occuring nightmares but that somehow makes it better.

 Walking the opposite way back down the trail to see the canyon and bridge from the other side.

 A steep, grassy mountain side, yes. The place where we stood to see the water coming out of the Natural Bridge, also yes.




From this trip to the start of January, I was sure each hike was going to be our last. As it happened, our longest stretch of not venturing into the woods was from January until April, and we even got snowed-out of our hike on June 9th.

This last summer - 2018 - after knowing how much fun all of this roadtripping could be, we snagged every opportunity we could to get away, even if it wasn't very far, or for very long. Luckily, Natural Bridge was close enough and cool enough and out-of-cell-phone-service enough that we went back this last summer and spent the night.

First of all, finding a camping spot in Montana is a BITCH. But after so many trials and errors - and a couple of times setting up camp in the dark - we think we're getting a handle on the situation. Numero Uno: hunt for campsites Sunday morning and you'll get the cream of the crop. On our way to this realization, we thought that simply getting there early would be sufficient, and it kind of was. We found a camping spot, and a good one, but it took some work, and was ominously-named Hell's Canyon Campground.

 This was our second time camping this summer, and it was in a more primitive campground than what we were used to, but it was fun. Holden liked gathering kindling for the campfire, and there are no pictures of Zoey because she was always running around pretending to be a horse or a Unicorn (oh, believe me, there *is* a difference...).

We set up camp then drove back to the Natural Bridge State Park. We walked the same trail as in 2017, only on this part:

The kids and I walked down to the bottom, where the water pooled then drizzled through the canyon.

It was very cool, but ultimately not a good idea, and not really worth it. That hillside kicked our asses.

Yes, that is dirt on my teeth.

We went back to our campsite, ate dinner, and told ghost stories, which meant that I tried to make Hansel and Gretel sound as horrifying as possible.

Campfire vibes. 

But in a very non-Hansel-and-Gretel-twist, I ended up being the most scared since I woke up around two in the morning to someone walking around our campsite. No, not a someTHING, a someONE. I was the only one awake and was thisclose to shouting, "WHO'S THERE AND WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT?!" when Louis woke up, jingled his collar jewelry, and I heard the footsteps attempt to quietly retreat. This is how I know it was a person and not an animal. Jacob woke up only a few seconds later because he had to use the bathroom, but I was actually shaking. We went to the bathroom together and I was more scared of what person could be walking the woods in the pitch dark than any animal I might come across. If I really let my imagination run wild, I reach Louis-saved-our-lives-that-night level of dramatics, when it's just as possible that it was the Park Ranger we spoke to earlier in the day making sure our campfire was out cold. Regardless, the memory of this is what kept me awake most of the night on our final camping trip of the season to the Badlands.

We are very interested to see what the Natural Bridge looks like when it has water raging over top of it, and for that we'll most likely need to go in the Spring or early Summer, and maybe see if those rumored kayakers who go over the top (or through? I'm not entirely sure) are real. But with our never-ending list of places to visit, we'll tuck this one away for when we need a quick jaunt to remind us that, "Where water is boss, the land must obey."

Saturday, October 27, 2018

Initiative 11/6: Vote Smart

For a while - though most recently - you've known us (me) to be all about that trippin' ('bout that trippin'). But one thing that is not recent and never changes is our (my) passion for politics. Aside from my diploma for Political Science - that I think of mainly as fan memorabilia because it's signed by Former Governor Janet Napolitano - it is usually the only part of the news I pay attention to, and as our family has become more of an opt-outdoors family, it has become frighteningly obvious how much politics has a hand in our abilities to Montana roadtrip and continue to Montana roadtrip. So I'm going to take a slight detour from our Montana roadtrippin' to discuss the other topic of equal importance.

Many people have many different labels for what came out of the 2016 election, but what seemed to be the biggest was shame; fear that if we share who we voted for we will be shamed, and the ease in which we shame others for who they voted for. We need to get back to policy and why it matters more than tabloid politics. So in the hopes of shifting the attention from the DC shit-show, I am sharing who and what I am voting for, and why.

I have paid close attention to the goings-on of the government for years. I have experience working in two different State Houses so I am familiar with procedure and the politics that happen long after you're elected, including the politics that *need* to happen as part of getting the job done. I've worked and volunteered on campaigns and attended political events, and I've read campaign material, viewed ads, read every argument for and against in the Voter Guide mailer, watched network news, watched news commentary, read articles from news sources not blogs, and looked up anything I didn't know or wanted to verify. These explanations are not intended to sway anyone to vote in any particular way; in fact I welcome different opinions on these matters because that means we have begun to shift the focus back to what actually has an affect on our lives and pocketbooks, and that is policy. I feel it's important to stress that although I might have an education or experience that is different from other voters, I am also still just a citizen who used the information that was presented to me to make a decision.

DISCLAIMER: If you chose to debate me on social media for my choices, that is certainly your First Amendment right. But know that the only way to truly refute my opinions is to use your Fifteenth, Nineteenth, Twenty Fourth, and Twenty Sixth Amendment rights. 

Jon Tester over Matt Rosendale: Since Trump has taken office, he has signed at least 20 of Tester's bills, which speaks mostly to Trump's inadequacies as a politicians since he's traveled to Montana an unprecedented three times to campaign against Tester, then flies back to DC and signs his bills. A lot of them are bipartisan, proving he is one of the few productive members of Congress. Among these bills, 11 benefit, help, or memorialize Veterans and/or the VA. One bill provides fire grants, which helps rural fire departments recruit and train firefighters and provide necessary equipment, and another honors hometown heroes by requiring the lowering of the flag to half-mast when a local first responder is killed in the line of duty. Tester has mainly stayed out of the spotlight, except when Trump or his sons have dragged him into it, and he has routinely remained neutral, even as Trump continues to attack him and twist the truth. Politics and working in government is a job like any other and I appreciate Tester's performance enough to not "fire" him. 

Rosendale's record in the State Senate is not something I want to support or have carried over to Congress. There are bright spots, like voting for Medical Marijuana, until he then voted to repeal Medical Marijuana. Or voting NO on eminent domain. But during his campaign for Congress, he hasn't spoken much about policy issues, choosing instead to stick to the sensationalism. And he has chosen to hitch his campaign's star to Trump which might not end up to be the slam dunk he was counting on. His current brand of fear-based politics is off-putting, especially to someone who knows politics to be about walking the tightrope of cleverly and diplomatically finding compromises to what benefits the population as a whole; it is, "this is how I can help you," not, "this is what you need to be afraid of." In that regard, Rosendale has taken to out-right lying in his campaign material, which is disconcerting because if you can't tell people why your policy is good for them, then you should probably change your policy. Among his record, though, he voted NO more than once on expanding healthcare coverage, and voted NO to expand Medicaid eligibility. He also voted YES to repealing same-day voter registration then voted YES to outright prohibit same-day voter registration. He voted NO to appropriate funds for the Teachers' Retirement System and voted NO on an increase in public education funding. Aside from his record in the State Senate, his campaign presents himself as a man eager to get to Washington and be at Trump's side, while at the same time deriding Tester as a "DC liberal," when that's just not the case. Tester seems to be a bit more in-tune with Montana, rarely mentioning anything about DC in his campaign, except for his legislative record, which includes a great many bills having to do with Montana.

Kathleen Williams over Greg Gianforte: I have down-right not liked Gianforte since he wound up splashed all over every news and talk show after he physically assaulted a reporter for pressing him for details on how he would replace the Affordable Care Act. The action in and of itself wasn't disqualifying, but the fact that he couldn't answer a question on policy was. Then he, literally, got defensive. Gianforte's record isn't too shocking, he voted YES across the board with a couple of exceptions, reminding me of that politician who flits in and out of Committee meetings barely looking up, who meets with their Caucus to be told how to vote on each bill, then strolls into the Chamber long enough to push the green button before heading off to a donor lunch. In that vein, Gianforte's campaign materials are short, vague, lack a serious amount of details, and his television ads against Williams are fear-based, literal lies (no one is ever going to take your gun away, ever). The campaign process is one long job interview for the local, State, and Federal Representatives and there would be a very different outcome if we all lied in our job interviews, so it's hard to respect, much less vote for, someone who relies on misleading information. Additionally, we don't use our time interviewing for our own jobs by trashing the other candidates waiting in the lobby; we use our interview time to explain to the hiring manager why we're the best person for the job.

Williams' campaign materials offer more details and avoids the major talking points. She sticks to the main issues that are actual problems and avoids the hot-button issues that are misleading and used *only* to drive people to the polls with their torches lit. Click on this link to read her detailed and sourced "Practical Steps to Quality, Affordable Healthcare for all Montanans": https://kathleenformontana.com/healthcare/. In the interest of fairness, here is the link to Gianforte's healthcare proposal: https://gregformontana.com/issues/healthcare-that-works-for-montanans/, which, after trashing the Affordable Care Act, is two sentences long, and neither of those sentences contain measurable information. Williams' approach reminds me of Tester's in that their focus hasn't swayed from our state, and they seem to have a general interest in the work that gets done. The one, major thing that will keep me from voting for Gianforte - or any politician who includes this on their platform - is his Sponsoring and voting for things like the Pain-Capable Unborn Child Protection Act, which runs counter to every Libertarian and Republican principle ever.

Clerk of the Supreme Court, Rex Renk over Bowen Greenwood: I didn't know, until writing this post, what the Clerk of the Supreme Court actually did, that it was an electable position, or that it is a partisan position, which is surprising since it is the person who is in charge of public access to court records. Like Jon Tester, after review of his information, Renk has held the deputy position thus far and I agree with his overall performance. He has a great deal of experience and things to say for himself, whereas Greenwood is hoping for a shot at a job he's qualified to do, though not as experienced. Not knowing much about either person, and after just learning about the position, until I know otherwise, I'm basing my decision on the information presented to me. Surprisingly, though, it has become kind of a contentious race: https://billingsgazette.com/news/government-and-politics/in-montana-supreme-court-clerks-race-takes-on-a-partisan/article_73d9d123-8c13-541e-ba2f-a1066c74ae9f.html

Colette B. Davies FOR District Court Judge District 13, Dept. 7: There are always these items on the ballot that don't draw the same sort of spotlight as the Representatives and Initiatives, but are no less important. Information on both Davies and her opponent, Thomas Pardy, are slim-pickin's but from what I was able to gather, Davies looks like the better choice. Like the other candidates for District Court Judge, Davies is extremely experienced and qualified, and when given an opportunity to speak about what she'd bring to the position, she was detailed and informative, whereas Pardy spoke a lot about the general roll of the judge position and his personal background. I appreciate someone heading into office with some already strong ideas.

Juli M. Pierce FOR District Court Judge District 13, Dept. 8: For this and the above District Court Position, I'm really just going with my gut. Thomas Pardy, and Pierce's opponent, Ashley Harada's, inclusion of things like, "the only candidate in this race who is committed to interpreting the Constitution the way the Founding Fathers intended..." raises a red flag. While these races are supposedly nonpartisan, similar sentiments have been bellowed in the Legislative branch to support certain policy decisions I don't agree with, so my political instinct pulls me in the direction of Juli M. Pierce.

Robyn Driscoll for County Commissioner: This is one of those rare moments in politics where the decision is difficult because both would be a good fit for the position. And although both Driscoll and her opponent, Donald Jones, have party affiliations, neither have designs on making this particular office at all political. When speaking to the Billings Gazette, both praised the other's accomplishments and obvious experience, and discussed some examples of the things they hope to achieve, like reforming the system to more adequately address the drug problem. And both agreed on the importance of Metra Park to the city of Billings and how that relationship can continue to improve. In this rare, close-your-eyes-and-point moment of politics, I'm going with the Incumbent, Robyn Driscoll.

Scott Turner for County Auditor: Turner and his opponent, Becky Riedl, both agree that County Auditor is not a partisan position, in spite of the D's and R's that follow their names. As with the Commissioner and Clerk of the Supreme Court, I did not know what this job was or entailed, and that a campaign is not a necessity. The Gazette pointed out, "Turner...isn't campaigning actively for the auditor's job, which he has held since late last year when the Yellowstone County Commission appointed him to serve the remainder of Debby Hernandez's term." In a perfect example of what I said before regarding Gianforte and trashing other job applicants, Riedl and Turner have not spoken ill of each other and the Gazette opined, " We salute Riedl, who has been going door-to-door to meet voters and talk about the auditor's office. Turner clearly has the greater experience and applicable skills for the auditor's post, but we hope Riedl will find another opportunity to serve her home community with the energy she brings to this race." I choose to vote for Turner, however, because apparently this is one of the smallest offices of any elected official and it could be combined with another office and still be effective. If this is true, and it saves the County money, then I throw my vote to him.

State Representative: Ming Cabrera over Dale Mortensen: I am about to out myself as a big hypocrite here, but that speaks to a larger, overall issue of taking each candidate, Initiative, Referendum, etc. separately on its own merit. I stated with Rosendale that I didn't appreciate his lack of details on his policy issues and Ming Cabrera's webpage is, literally, one page with a picture and short note from himself. He has, however, come to our door and spoken on issues with us personally, which I can appreciate since I did some canvasing in my day and it - in a word - sucks. But I feel strongly that we need to return to grass-roots politics if we truly want to stop complaining about how much money funnels through the government by lobbyists, and if we're serious about campaign finance violations. Mortensen is up for re-election and even before looking up his voting record, a look at his website already has me concerned. This particular bullet-point is especially troublesome: "Develop Montana's natural resources to grow the economy and create jobs." There are no additional details, which is also disconcerting. His record wound up not being too surprising, but like I said with Gianforte, I can't vote people into office who Co-sponsor or vote for bills that place restrictions on abortion procedures. That is a deal-breaker issue that doesn't belong anywhere in government or politics.
Jennifer Merecki over Douglas Kary: The exception to my hypocrisy is voting for Jennifer Merecki over the seasoned Doug Kary. Whereas I stated above how Kathleen Williams has laid out her plans in detail, Merecki's information isn't quite as thorough, but her website offers some detailed explanations of her ideas; like the Leslie Knope of Montana. And it just so happens that, also like Leslie Knope, I agree with a lot of her ideas and would support them coming to fruition. For example, "she will substantially fight to improve the processing of Veterans' claims for compensation, assist expanding the VA's Caregivers Program, expand mental health services for veterans, make comprehensive dental care available to all veterans at the VA, and look to alternative therapies such as cannabis for PTSD, anxiety, and opioid dependence." Kary's webpage is under construction. But his record in the State Senate is pretty much what you'd expect from the party he belongs to. Aside from that, however, I found Kary's record on campaign finance reporting to be a bit of an eye-brow-raising find, specifically Co-sponsoring a bill that would exempt religious organizations from campaign finance reporting requirements.

YES on Legislative Referendum (LR) No. 128: This Referendum is up for renewal every ten years and I am voting for it. Known as the 6-mill levy, "it provides direct support for the degree programs at our state's four-year and two-year colleges and universities..." The arguments against this Referendum claim it is a tax increase, though it has been stressed that it is not. I also take issue with the argument that schools are too fancy these days, lest anyone forget that putting money into schools is a *good* thing. "Fancy" means updated technology, livable dorms, livable meal prices, new edition textbooks, accredited professors, class and degree choices, up-to-date technology, etc. There is also very little substance and a lot of conjecture, and this argument is especially confusing: "...2nd Amendment advocates may object to ill-advised university policies which disarm innocent students, leaving them defenseless and advertising that defenselessness as an open invitation to some crazed, cowardly killer." There is also this rebuttal, which I understand in theory, though I disagree with and think would be detrimental in the long-term: "...why pump out three times as many teachers and social workers as can find employment in Montana, while Montana is desperate for machinists and nurses? Perhaps a more market-oriented funding mechanism would correct these errors." Limiting the education and subsequent jobs would not only encourage people who don't want to be machinists and nurses to leave the state to study then work elsewhere, but former Montanans might not come back, and it discourages out-of-state tuition for people who want to be teachers or social workers. It also puts the state at a great disadvantage to other states in terms of research and development, and diminishes us as being a well-rounded society; if every bee in the hive is a pollen-collector, nothing would ever get done. There is value in all education and work, and crossing state lines is more beneficial in the long run.

YES on LR-129: This Referendum places restrictions on who can collect and deliver official election ballots to polling places, specifically limiting other people handling your ballot to family members, household members, close friends, election officials, caregivers, or an acquaintance you gave permission to. This is a new issue that apparently sprung out of several people reporting to the Secretary of State's office. I was not one of those people, but this issue has happened to me personally, which is why I am voting YES.

It feels like every election since Obama's second has been more contentious than the last. During one such election, my doorbell rang by a young man offering to collect our ballots and turn them in for us. At the very least, we hadn't filled them out yet, but my husband was immediately suspect and said no. Although the arguments against this Referendum claim the opposite, this Referendum does not prohibit, as they say, "neighbors helping neighbors." It "will make it illegal in Montana for strangers to come to your home and request that you hand them your absentee ballot." Literally, the very thing that happened to us.

YES on Initiative 185: For as long as I can remember, legislatures have been trying - in vein - to raise taxes on cigarettes and chewing tobacco, and this Initiative would do just that. With what we know, and continue to learn, about the affects of smoking and chewing, this Initiative will direct the added revenues to health-related and anti-smoking programs. Opponents argue that this will be a new entitlement program when it clearly states that it, "dedicates a percentage of these increased tax revenues for: health-related programs, including Montana's current Medicaid program, Veterans services, smoking prevention and long-term care for seniors and people with disabilities." Opponents also argue against the mere fact that it is unabashedly a tax increase, and the ballot language admits that revenues may decline as fewer people use tobacco. I choose to vote for this Initiative, though, because of the long-term affects. Health issues related to tobacco are only getting greater, more complex, and costing more money. These tax increases will either reduce smoking, thus reducing tobacco-related diseases, thus reducing the cost of overall healthcare; or - more likely - people will continue to smoke because, as Neil Cavuto once accidentally pointed out when asking if people will really pay an extra $.50 for their Big Mac that would subsequently support a hike in minimum wage, that, yeah, they really will pay a little extra for the things they want (or are addicted to), which would mean a some-what sustainable revenue source. I do agree with one argument against this Initiative, however: "it dedicates only 4% to anti-smoking programs. If we are going to force Montanans to pay...new taxes, then more of the money should go towards helping them quit or keeping kids from starting." I agree, it should be more. But this a good place to start.

YES on Initiative 186: This "requires the Department of Environmental Quality to deny a permit for any new hard-rock mines in Montana unless the reclamation plan provides clear and convincing evidence that the mine will not require perpetual treatment of water polluted by acid mine drainage or other contaminants." Relative to everything else we're talking about, the price tag for this Initiative is $115 to $118-thousand, give or take a few hundred. Mining is an important part of the Montana economy and the arguments against this Initiative have been swift. The major argument is that it will prevent new mines, leading to a loss in jobs, but the objective of I-186 is to place requirements on new hard-rock mines, not eliminate them altogether. They also argue that this measure is unneeded and redundant, but the proponents point out that there aren't currently any guidelines for denying permits for hard-rock mines that would "leave behind perpetual pollution from acid mine drainage, arsenic, lead, and mercury." Also, this will only apply to new mines, not existing ones, and the "costs are associated with more staff for environmental review for mining permit applications..." Opponents also argue that it will limit revenue from these, and other mines, and while the market might show initial signs of trepidation, mining isn't disappearing from Montana any time soon. But mining isn't the only driver of the Montana economy, as anyone who has been here on vacation will tell you. "Clean rivers and streams account for more than 71,000 jobs and $7-billion annually in consumer spending." Being environmentally conservative is also being fiscally conservative, which is why I am voting YES.

Well, there you have it - in all its glory or train-wreck, the who and what I am voting for, and why. This isn't designed to sway anyone to change their vote, just an attempt to get back to voting for the right reasons. I don't claim to know everything, and my arguments for or against a candidate or position obviously don't include every detail that I agree or disagree with, but is instead an overall representation of the focus I would like my elected officials to maintain.

Getting back to to the basics of politics - the issues - can help eliminate our shame or the need to shame others for our votes. It boosts our confidence in the Democratic process that our votes actually do equal our voices, and that they are being used effectively. And in this era of too-much-information, we need to keep focused on the basics of what truly matters. Pericles said, "Just because you do not take an interest in politics doesn't mean politics won't take an interest in you," so lets let go of the tabloids and get back to the politics.

"Great minds discuss ideas..." and, well, you know the rest.
Happy Smart Voting! November 6!

Thursday, October 4, 2018

We Never Pass on the Beartooth Pass

Like I said before, there were a few places we re-visited this year simply in order to get into the mountains in a place that wasn't too far from home because, though we may appear to be, as my high-school-now-Facebook-friend called us, "A modern-day Lewis and Clark expedition," we do have jobs and responsibilities and, like, no money. One thing we do make sure to do almost every year, however, is drive the Beartooth Pass.

This is something we have been doing since I lived in Florida and first visited Jacob over a January holiday, though we obviously couldn't make it to the top, which is pictured here:

Where the gates to the pass are closed, January 2009

Jacob has been driving the highway since he learned how, and after we got together though I still lived far away, he imagined taking me with him. This message from the pass reached all the way to Florida:

(Hi Breanne!)

And once I moved to Montana in May of 2009, it was the very first thing we did.

 Wow, we had so much more (and brown!!) hair...

We drove the Beartooth Pass again only a few months later in September of 2009, book-ending the road's open season quite nicely, and with a LOT less hair. It must have been a hot summer...



We got married at the base of the Beartooths, at the Canyon Wedding Chapel, then we drove it when I was pregnant with Zoey, when she was a baby, and a few years after that:

 Summer 2012


 June 2013

By this time, we had driven the pass as a full-fledged family and this would mark our first time up the mountain as a foursome. I have a baby in my belly here, but unfortunately this was the first and last adventure for this McBun. I miscarried about a month later, then Holden sprouted at the end of October.

Given the nature of the Beartooth Pass, and the nature of life in general, we didn't make it back until Holden was just over a year old:

 With even less hair.







She got it from her Mama.

We didn't go up the pass in 2016; we probably could have but didn't, and it wasn't until driving it come 2017 that we realized the road had become a part of us. Something was off that year and in hindsight, or in just simple personal revelations, I believe part of that off-ness was because we didn't spend any time in nature. In 2017 we discovered that we love hiking and camping, but also realized that it didn't take that much - just a drive through the wilderness on paved roads can be very therapeutic, bonding, and grounding. It wasn't until we didn't spend any time traveling that we realized how much it mattered to us and our well-being.

The Beartooth Pass is considered one of the most beautiful roads in America and the views never get old, as evidenced by the shocking similarities in the pictures I've taken over the years:


May 2009

September 2009

Summer 2012

August 2015

September 2017

May 2009

September 2009

Summer 2012

June 2013

August 2015

 September 2017
The start of the pass brings you up to the mountains pretty quickly. It's steep with a lot of switchbacks (during which I usually slink down and grip my seat-belt) but you find yourself at the top in no time flat.

I've definitely been on scarier roads than the Beartooth Pass, most notably the one-lane dirt death-wish across the valley from the Beartooth Pass, but no matter how many times we do it, it scares the be-jesus out of me. Of course it's too pretty *not* to look, and the part of me that thinks I'm some kind of professional photographer finds itself hanging out the car window every once in a great while. During one of those moments last year, I spotted these - Twin Lakes.

Twin Lakes - 2017

I stand by what I said before in that it took not getting into nature to realize how it actually affected me. Spotting these lakes last year felt like it was for the first time, and I truly believed that it was. It wasn't until putting this post together and looking back through old photos that I discovered that I had, in fact, seen these lakes before. It's amazing how we obsess over the quick passage of time and how much of that time we actually forget.

Twin Lakes - May 2009

Twin Lakes - August 2015

Twin Lakes - September 2018

 It's windy at the top.

September 2017
A lake above Twin Lakes that unless got a name between now and 2014 when our GPS was last updated, I don't know what it is.

That same lake - May 2009

September 2018.
It's crazy, the snow is in almost the exact same shape as the above September 2017 picture. I actually had to open each picture's file info in order to determine which was which.

A bitchin' picture of the Bear's Tooth, May 2009

Second only to the Going-to-the-Sun Road in Glacier, The Beartooth Highway is one of the most beautiful roads and also one of the busiest deep in the summer months. As became our custom last year, we waited until the last minute and wound up with a lot of the mountains to ourselves. As it happened, we went up the pass this year around this same time last year - mid/late September - and while we didn't go beyond the paved road, we were still able to find places to have a little hike, see things we haven't before, have a picnic lunch, and pretend that our exploring would never end.


 Winding around the top of the pass, Gardner Lake Overlook is right off the side of the road and always spectacular.

 A peculiar thing happened last year when we discovered the joys of hiking - once you start looking for trails, it's amazing how many you find. We were still in the honeymoon phase of hiking so really wanted to walk this trail, but when we set out in the car that morning to take a drive, we didn't anticipate doing any real hiking, so we didn't hike very far. Now, hiking-appropriate attire is always packed wherever we go.



 It's windy up there! And the way it whips the water around is always such a work of art.


 On our list of hikes for Summer 2019!

 Sure, there are a lot of big wildlife to see and be aware of, but you come across some pretty crazy bugs and birds as well.

Gardner Lake Overlook - September 2017

Gardner Lake Overlook - May 2009

Whether things are frozen over are not, once you wind your way around the top of the mountain and start to head back down the other side, things greenen-up, and walking around isn't such a windy challenge. Last year, although we didn't venture far from the paved road, we did turn off into a small picnic and camping area to have lunch and see what else we could find. Turns out, we found what has become one of our favorite things - lakes, lakes, and more lakes!

This is Island Lake, so big that the actual island doesn't fit into this picture, and when I did take a picture of it, you couldn't tell it was an island since it contained the exact same scenery as the shore. A little googling told me this lake is 100-feet deep!


 When you venture into the wilderness, learning to operate the camera timer is a must.

 A lot less hair and a lot smaller sunglasses.

 It was warm enough to be summer, but the colors don't lie - fall was on its way.




 Making our way around the lake on the trail that follows it then eventually tucks back into the mountains where there is another - wait for it - lake! 


We don't know this fisherman but he sure made my picture!








Last year we definitely explored more of the Beartooth Mountains than we ever have before, but this last summer - 2018 - we ventured even further into the wild, taking any back-road we happened across. We saw so many lakes that eventually our 4-year old GPS stopped naming them and just said, "Small Lake."

 The tops of mountains can look a little Moon-like.

 This area - Chain Lakes - was where we spotted a male moose with a giant rack just meandering through the forest. 

Beartooth Lake isn't too far off the beaten path but - what has become our manta - we brake for lakes!

As soon as we drove into the area to park at Beartooth Lake, memories immediately came flooding back to me. Again, it's amazing how we forget the things we swore we never would.

Beartooth Lake - June 2013


June 2013

 June 2013

 September 2018

 June 2013


September 2018
The same shoreline, just facing a different direction, plus one child, and one dog who was invited, but minus one dog who we had in 2013 but had gone to the Great Beyond by 2018.

Like I said, in the daylight that we were allotted, there was not a back-road we didn't turn down, which is how we found our way to some more - you guessed it - lakes!


 Lily Lake, which also boasts campgrounds, so you can guess what has made our Summer 2019 list.



 There wasn't any specific marker, but we'll just call this part of Crazy Lakes because it was the first lake listed on the above sign, and the first lake we came across.

With daylight waning, we couldn't drive this back-road any further. But, again, we found a must-camp site come 2019.

For as many times as we have driven the Beartooth Highway, we haven't gone down the other side quite as much. We have only been to Cooke City once, back in 2009:

Beartooth Cafe - May 2009

And we have driven the Chief Joseph Scenic Byway a few times; some times worn out from playing in the mountains, sometimes after dark, and sometimes the road is closed.

 May 2009

 September 2018

 May 2009

 September 2018


Weekends in the woods are for family! 
We were leaving the mountain just as dusk was closing in, and looking out the window I spotted this moose family. The pictures are terrible because I am in no way a wildlife photographer, nor do I want to be. Instead, we just stare dreamily at the wildlife we see until it lumbers back into the woods.

The above picture is the mom and baby and this is the dad with enormous antlers. I kid you not, as we watched them, he moseyed around while the mom and baby just - poof! - disappeared. Nature is a wonder.

I came into this post with the intention of only talking about last year's trip up the Beartooth Pass. But I was reminded of our first trip to Beartooth Lake and then things sort of spiraled out of control from there. Like that family of moose, it's amazing how one road can hold so much for just one family.

Ten years.

From boyfriend/girlfriend, engaged, pregnant (yup, we did things that way), marriage, babies, kids, dogs, miscarriages, arguments, kisses, hugs, animal sightings, sleeping, smoking, quitting smoking, Grandparents, friends, and countless haircuts, this road has seen every stage of our life. And nature will be there regardless - through all of those stages; whether you're a good person, or a bad person; whether you have a good day or a bad day; whether you know what you're doing in the woods or not; nature will keep on existing.

"Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing there is a field.
I'll meet you there.
When the soul lies down in that grass, the world is too full to talk about." - Rumi